Trust, the ultimate surrender.How do we find it within ourselves to let down our guard and give in ti our feelings. Been fooled before ? we all have. The crying mother, standing in the middle of the street begging passer by individuals for change. She pleads and implores for her daughter stricken and in the hospital, she needs her to be by her side. A quarter here a dollar there,she will get there, but how long will it take depending on the charity of strangers. My heart reaches out to her as I remember my own child ,small and dependent totally on me hesitantly I reach in to my wallet and give and give to her the last twenty I have for the day. I feel a sense of relief. I did what I felt we were put on this earth to do, help one another through the struggles and perils.But the next day,driving that same desolate road, there she is imploring pleading crying all for the sake of the dollar.What kind of fool was I?